All my life I have been told how to do things and that I have to
do them that way or I’ll go to hell. As a child god was someone I feared
instead of someone I went to when I needed someone the most. I was looked down
on from the world and I was looked down on from the "Christians". The acceptance I
longed for was never there.
So throughout my
life I did things on others standards and always put others ahead of myself. Because
I thought they were better than me because I thought I wasn’t worth shit. I
felt like that for so long it became normal to me to let people walk all over
me.
It is now towards the
end of my senior year and I have changed so much. I don’t care about what
others think. I don’t try to fit in. and most of all I speak my mind. Some people
may not agree with the person I have become and that’s ok I understand that
change is difficult and some people can’t process that. But I’m a better me
today and I’ll be an even better me tomorrow.
I created this
blog to share my story to share what I go through with others that may be too
scared to be themselves. I’m here to tell you it’s ok to be you no matter what
others may think or say you are you and there is no one else like you so why
hide it? Why hide who you are? Nothing else matters just be you.
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